but why??

npe lia rse xde mood je ari nie..tmbh2 ngn die..y ar? rse nk mrh je..enth la..mcm2..serabut pale otak nie memikir kn mcm2 perkara..hope perasaan nie x berterusan terhadap die..nti blh mnjejas kn hbungan kteorg...lia x abes2 ngn bad mood nye..ape slh die smpai lia cmnie? pdahal die x wt pape pn..bile pk blk die byk tlg lia n die sntiase ade utk lia..die snggup wt pkare yg memenat kn die n mybe ade yg die x suke tp terpkse wt hnye sbb lia..tp npe lia still nk skit kn hti die?? ape yg dh jd kt lia sbnr nye?? lia syg die sgt2 n lia cnta kn die..no one can be responsible n caring like him..2 me he so special..i will try 2 control myself..i dont wnt 2 lose him..coz i really love him..